sweet little one

THe journey seems so long to you doesnt it. I know life is not always easy for you. I am doing everything I can to make it as easy as possible. Daddy is too. Its scary for parents too, my sweet boy. You dont know what these words mean yet, but one day you will. Doctors say "There are so many things it could be Autism. Deaf. Significant delays." And its terrirfying. When we look at you we still see that small miracle. The baby we could never have... who was perfect, who was healthy. We would have never guessed all this... but we march on. So one day its scheduling appointments for specialists, the next learning sign, trying to communicate... wondering what happened so you would be almost 3, but still only babble. It doesn't matter though. Your our baby. We dont know if you will ever be able to read this. If not maybe your baby brother will read it to you. You love Kaiden so much. We all do. And he too has experinced his hard times, him with motor skills. Who knows though... maybe... you will help each other though it all, after all you never had a hard time with such things. No matter what... I want you to know we are so proud. So unexplainably proud. That we love you so much and will be there with you both, every step of the way. Autistic, deaf, delayed or stubborn (like your uncle william) we will make it through everything. Cuz we are a family <3 We love you Mommy and daddy