Jairmie :)

Jairmie :)

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Little man...

You had a very ruff night last night, and it broke my heat that there was nothing I could do for you. But I promise you this my little Jairmie. Mommy will do her very best to be there every time you need me. I love you so very much Jairmie.  Mommy would give up her dreams just to know you afe ok. Jairmie William, you are my world. Today is fathers day. Your daddy loves you so very very much. :D he got lots of presents this year. 6 in total :) I am sure you will love making him daddies day presents one day :)

You have stolen the hearts of all of mommys friend. Here is a little about them.
Aunt Kaity:
Auntie Kaity is your God-mother. She is alot like mommy, she just handles things a little differently.  She loves you to death. She coined your name,  Senior Stink Squish :P It is fun because your always stinky because we love you even though you do smell bad because you are rays of sunshine in every sad and dreary day. Your smile is so big and gummy :D its the cutest thing ever!!

Uncle Phil:
Uncle Phil is your God-father. He is a good man who relizes that people are more important than things and truely cares about others. I truely truely want you to learn this. You matter, Jairmie William, but you should never think that you are better, or worth more than others. Everyone matters Jairmie.

Auntie Tiff:
Auntie Tiff right now is a free spirit, but when you get older, you will remember her as what she is at her core, a good friend, auntie, and a beautiful woman.  She loves you to death and thinks the world of you.

Auntie Amber:
Auntie Amber is pregnant as we speak. Unfortunately you will not be able to be around auntie amber as much as mommy would like you to but when she sees you again she is absolutely loves you. I cant wait until you get to see her again!!!

Jairmie William French:
Your so loved...
Never forget that.

Go in the way of your dreams

Mommy <3

Friday, June 10, 2011

My dearest Jairmie William

If there were ever things I could never say to you, there are a few things I want you to know
* Mommy Loves you more than words could ever say. And a barrel and a heap.
* Your mommies miracle. Did you know that they told mommy since she was 12 she would never have kids? But she did. She had you.
* Your mommy believes in only 2 great powers, both part of the same. The power of God, and the power of love. Through those two things, you can achieve anything.
* Mommy loves daddy alot, even when we fight.
* You are the most beautiful little boy I have ever seen. Your beautiful blues eyes, your big smile that lights up the room. Your so full of personality and joy that you touch people who dont even know you.
* Mommy never wanted you to get all the sicknesses from her side of the family. But even if you have everything physically wrong with you that mommy does, you will not be alone, and mommy will not let anyone hurt you.
* Daddy loves you alot. Sometimes he does not know how to show love, but he truly truly does.

Can mommy tell you a secret, when the wind blows, if you listen very closely, angels will tell you how much mommy, as well as so very many other people love you.

I chose your Godmother and Godfather very carefully. Though they are not perfect aunt Kaity and uncle Phil love you dearly. Aunt Kaity can be frail sometimes, scared even, but because of that, she knows what loss feels like and how to hold on to the people she loves. And uncle Phil, he is a good man, and he can teach you how to be you, while someone is cleaving to you, sometimes almost smothering you, but never letting them down. They are both fierce friends and they both would rather gouge out their eyes than to watch anyting bad happen to you.

Auntie Tiffany loves you dearly, Auntie Jes as well, they would do anything just to see you smile. Just to make you happy and to let you know that you are so very loved.

Jairmie William you are blessed and loved with a wonderful family, a diverse wonderful family.

*Grandparents: Sherry Lewis, Crystal French, Kip French, Timothy Northrup
* Uncles and Aunts: Timothy Northrup Jr, William Northrup,  Cymber Bunn, and if you ever get to meet them, Laura Lynn Northrup, Marcia Northrup, and Amanda Northrup, as well as Auntie Ilene, Auntie Trina, Uncle Lukey, Uncle Matthew.
Each of your family members is crazy in their own way, but loveable in their own way too. You will learn to love and accept each one of them as your crazy, sometimes annoying family

Never forget you are loved my love, NEVER
Mommy <3