Jairmie William it is three in the morning in the middle of september 2011. Your still teething infact your working on your second tooth. These last few nights you have been waking up between 2 and 3 in the morning and needing about a half hour to fourty-five minutes of our time. Last night daddy and me played with you, and you laughed and laughed, today was different. <3
I stood there singing to your bed time music, a cd I put together myself from calm loving songs about family, and God. About what love really is. One of the songs is one that your daddy and I had at our wedding. It is called when God made you.
As it was playing I was singing to you. Then you began to sing yourself....
I lave mana dada, I love mana dada, la la la la dada, la la la la nana, la la (deep sigh)
Then your rested your head on mommys shoulder and started drifting off to sleep. My love this is one of the most wonderful moments a mommy could ask for.
You are so very loved Jairmie. You have your daddies name, because he wanted you to know he loves you that much. I want you to know something. Mommy and daddy may fight. No one knows for sure what is coming in the future... but mommy knows that she loves daddy, and that daddy loves her. We are a family. A beautiful beautiful family. Together with God's help we will make it through everything.
Rest now my child. And mommy must do the same. Tomorrow will be another busy day. You will be sad because your teeth hurt. Mommy will be upset because she cant fix it. Daddy will be in class and will miss you soo. Together though, we are gonna make it through this time that is soo hard for all of us. Soon you will see growing up isnt so bad. I just pray you treasure it. It will go by quickly.
Mommy loves you so. Daddy loves you more than the world is round, Grandma French wants you to know she loves you, Grandma Lewis, Well she wants you to know that your her world little boy and that she loves you dearly too.
Sleep sweet my love
Mommy.
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