My dearest Jairmie William

If there were ever things I could never say to you, there are a few things I want you to know
* Mommy Loves you more than words could ever say. And a barrel and a heap.
* Your mommies miracle. Did you know that they told mommy since she was 12 she would never have kids? But she did. She had you.
* Your mommy believes in only 2 great powers, both part of the same. The power of God, and the power of love. Through those two things, you can achieve anything.
* Mommy loves daddy alot, even when we fight.
* You are the most beautiful little boy I have ever seen. Your beautiful blues eyes, your big smile that lights up the room. Your so full of personality and joy that you touch people who dont even know you.
* Mommy never wanted you to get all the sicknesses from her side of the family. But even if you have everything physically wrong with you that mommy does, you will not be alone, and mommy will not let anyone hurt you.
* Daddy loves you alot. Sometimes he does not know how to show love, but he truly truly does.

Can mommy tell you a secret, when the wind blows, if you listen very closely, angels will tell you how much mommy, as well as so very many other people love you.

I chose your Godmother and Godfather very carefully. Though they are not perfect aunt Kaity and uncle Phil love you dearly. Aunt Kaity can be frail sometimes, scared even, but because of that, she knows what loss feels like and how to hold on to the people she loves. And uncle Phil, he is a good man, and he can teach you how to be you, while someone is cleaving to you, sometimes almost smothering you, but never letting them down. They are both fierce friends and they both would rather gouge out their eyes than to watch anyting bad happen to you.

Auntie Tiffany loves you dearly, Auntie Jes as well, they would do anything just to see you smile. Just to make you happy and to let you know that you are so very loved.

Jairmie William you are blessed and loved with a wonderful family, a diverse wonderful family.

*Grandparents: Sherry Lewis, Crystal French, Kip French, Timothy Northrup
* Uncles and Aunts: Timothy Northrup Jr, William Northrup,  Cymber Bunn, and if you ever get to meet them, Laura Lynn Northrup, Marcia Northrup, and Amanda Northrup, as well as Auntie Ilene, Auntie Trina, Uncle Lukey, Uncle Matthew.
Each of your family members is crazy in their own way, but loveable in their own way too. You will learn to love and accept each one of them as your crazy, sometimes annoying family

Never forget you are loved my love, NEVER
Mommy <3